I don't know why. these signs, those signs were obviously gives me hints. Why I can't make a move? Why I can't move my feet and use my mouth to speak for what am I feeling right now? I'm stucked. Stucked with the idea that all guys are just the same. I'm sad. totally sad. because I'm afraid to take risk. I'm afraid to be hurt again. I'm afraid to start again with someone else even if I'm no longer happy where I am now. I can't even make a move. I can't even freed myself. I can't MOVE. I really can't.
All I can do is to CRY. cry until I get tired. I don't understand why I let myself prisoned with this things that keeps hurting me. I always talk to God to give me signs and help me to surpass this. Everyday, I overthink regarding this things and I always end up getting a headache and crying.
I don't know what to do. I've already saw the signs but I don't know why I can't move.
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