UNHAPPY

Happiness. They said happiness is what you've created. Happiness starts with YOU. It MUST be start with you. But what if you can't create your own hapiness? What if there's something or someone holding back for your happiness? What will you do? Would you go away or just stay even if you're not treated right? What if it kills you every second of the day? Would you still chase for it? Would you still holding on for it , fight for it and pray for it? You know you're already in the end but you don't want to end it. You just keep on going. Keep on going even if you mistreated , neglected , abandoned and unloved. All you did is to cry every night. Having a bad feeling everyday and a heavy heart is totally can kill a person inside. Little by little I'm dying inside. I want to kill myself because I'm so worthless. I feel so stupid allowing this pain to kill me everytime.