Stay close, stay warm, stay here. Please, I want you, I need you. Just tell me you won't leave. For heaven sake, will you just tell me? I'm not best at waiting but I'll give it all I've got knowing that you're gone isn't as painful as wondering if you'll ever come back. Did I really that little to you? Coz you left me so easily almost like I was nothing.
I gave you my heart. I gave you my soul. I gave you everything. Now it's time to let go. Stay no matter how hard it is. Be with me. Stay with me with the longest time you can. Just stay, I miss you and I love you.
My mind understands that you're gone, but my heart refuses to accept it. You took a piece of my heart with you when you left and I know I must move on forward even if it's hard, even if you left my heart empty.
Someone asked me, what kind of person I want to love, I just said, someone who is not strong, not strong enough to let me go. Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something that is broken. Maybe it's about starting over and creating something better.
It hurts that you chose to walk away, it hurts that it will never be the same. But what hurts the most is that you left so quickly and didn't even bother looking back. If you love me, please let me know. If not, please gently let me go.
I can't stand seeing you. Not because I hate you, it's because I know every time I look at you, my heart will tear a little more coz I can never have you now.
3/02/16
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