Tonight, I asked God, why I'm holding on to someone who isn't mine, whom I can't call mine. With tears running down my cheeks, I fell asleep and then I dream of you. I was crying on my dream and then you hug me and tell me you love me and you're mine. I keep on crying in my dream and I thought it's all for real then suddenly, my phone rings, and its you who's calling. After the ring, you text me a goodnight message. I cried. It's because I realize nothing. For those fucking 1 month we're apart how come I didn't realized something? You're still the same guy who broke my heart and break even more today, you're still the same guy that's the reason why I'm still crying everynight.
Nothing change. Still, your efforts are not consistent. I was traumatized of how you left me and someday, I hope I can see some improvements from you. If none, I hope that day, I'll be brave enought to face the truth and to surrender the battle I keep on fighting for, for a very long time. I love you and I'll always will.
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