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Morning thoughts
"I go back to December all the time..."
Here I am, starring at the ceiling on my 4 edges room, thinking how my life was changed and how our relationship changed. As I'm wonderin', my eyes stops on the photo of ours. The photo taken last December 2015, the last time we're happy together, the last time you're mine. Why this is happening to us? Why the world makes our relationship complicated? Why the sparks gone? Why the love gone? For that 4 years and counting, still, it's you. It is you, the reason of my happiness. I miss your smile, your voice, your scent and everything about you. Honey, believe it or not, you driving me crazy all the time. Its just that I have to be strong for you not to take advantage of my passionate love for you. Today, I wish you all the best in finding your job, I know you can do it. I know how smart you are. Baby, I really wanna see you today but I can't even tell you because you might not be happy seeing me again. I love you honey. I wanna see you reaching your goals in the near future and someday, I really hope someday, you are the one whom I get married.

2AM thoughts

Tonight, I asked God, why I'm holding on to someone who isn't mine, whom I can't call mine. With tears running down my cheeks, I fell asleep and then I dream of you. I was crying on my dream and then you hug me and tell me you love me and you're mine. I keep on crying in my dream and I thought it's all for real then suddenly, my phone rings, and its you who's calling. After the ring, you text me a goodnight message. I cried. It's because I realize nothing. For those fucking 1 month we're apart how come I didn't realized something? You're still the same guy who broke my heart and break even more today, you're still the same guy that's the reason why I'm still crying everynight.

Nothing change. Still, your efforts are not consistent. I was traumatized of how you left me and someday, I hope I can see some improvements from you. If none, I hope that day, I'll be brave enought to face the truth and to surrender the battle I keep on fighting for, for a very long time. I love you and I'll always will.

NATIONAL MUSEUM OF THE PHILIPPINES

I decided to visit the National Museum, which is right at the heart of Manila. If you have the entire day to spend in central Manila, a side trip to the nearby Intramuros walled city sounds like a good plan as well. The National Museum is comprised of two separate buildings stationed along Padre Burgos Avenue, Manila.

A ticket to the museum is priced is FREE and you can have access to a collection of 1,000+ fine art pieces, stunning archaeological pieces, and over 300,000 specimens of natural history pieces!

It was my first time going here and I am fascinated. The National Museum serves as a repository of Philippine heritage through its historical and ancestral collections.

The National Museum was originally designed as the public library by Ralph Harrington Doane, which explains the elegantly-decorated hall upon entering the museum.  More than the art and the exhibits, I liked how grand and voguish the edifice of the museum is, which sets the mood with its well-appointed structure, and polished marble aisle and arches. Aside from that, there are a lot of Instagram-worthy spots in the museum as well so you may want to check those out! ?

A DAY AT THE MUSEUM:

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National Museum of the Philippines

Address: Padre Burgos Drive, Rizal Park, Manila

Telephone No.: (+632) 527-02-78

Operating Hours: Tuesdays-Sundays, 10:00 AM – 5:00 PM

Website: http://www.nationalmuseum.gov.ph