HAPPY 6th MONTH BABY ! 

 

I give my world to you And I promise to be always true And I swear that from today We will always be together Through whatever come what may I will stay this way forever loving you.

HAPPY 4th MONTHSARY BABY :*

 So maybe it's true That I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one But there's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one

HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY BABY !! :*

 

 

I see beautiful days with you I feel beautiful ways of loving you You've touched my heart so deeply And I can't thank God enough For all the beautiful days with you I feel beautiful ways of loving you Everything is just so wonderful Every little thing is just so beautiful When I spend it with you.

HAPPY 2nd MONTHSARY BABY ! :* 

I FINALLY FOUND THE MAN I WISHED FOR GOD :) "I love it when my fingers entangled in yours, & my head was on your chest, listening to your heart beat. It makes me feel so safe; like nothing bad could happen to me.

all I want is to hold you forever All I need is you more everyday You saved my heart from being broken apart You gave your love away and I'm thankful everyday, for the gift.

HATID

HATID"
by Yvan Estayo on Friday, June 15, 2012 at 9:49am ·

Naalala ko nung unang beses na hinatid kita sa sakayan sa Boni, bestfriend pa tayo nun. Lahat kasi kami magdodota . Kaya ikaw lang ang naiwan magisa, at wala kang kasabay uuwi.

Sa maniwala ka't sa hindi. Gusto na kita ng mga panahong yun. Tirik na tirik ang araw. Pwede namang sumakay ng jeep, pero mas minabuti kong maglakad na lang tayo para mas mahaba ang oras na makasama at makausap kita.

Hindi ko alam kung panong diskarte ba. Seryoso ? Mangungulit ? Ang naalala ko nalang nablanko ko nung mga oras na yun.

Hawak kita sa balikat. At akala mo siguro. Dahil bestfriends tayo, kaya nakaalalay ako sa lakad mo. Pero ang totoo. Masaya ko dahil sa hindi maipalawanag na dahilan.

At binagtas natin simula sa gate ng campus hanggang sa pintuan ng 7-Eleven.. na nakahawak ako sayo. Hindi ko akalain na yung babaeng hawak ko sa mga oras na yun, ay ang babaeng hahawak ng puso ko.

Pinilit kong patagalin ang oras habang naglalakad tayong dalawa. Kahit mainit. Wala kong pake kahit parehas tayong pagpawisan. Ang mahalaga lang sakin nung oras na yun. Makasama ka pa hangga't maaari.

Yung deretsong kalsada, dinamihan ko ng liko. Kung saan saan kita dinaan. Sumiksik tayo sa pagitan ng mga nakaparadang sasakyan, iikot ng ilang beses sa mga posteng nakaharang, at nililiitan ko yung hakbang ko. Mukha kong gago nun, tayong dalawa pala. Akala mo siguro pinagtritripan lang kita. Pero ang totoo, pinapahaba ko lang ang oras na kasama kita.

Ayokong isipin mo na masyado kitang pinapahalagahan nung oras na yun, kahit OO. Ayoko ding magkaron ka ng hinala na gusto na kita. Kahit alam kong ikaw yung tao na hindi nagbibigay ng malisya sa mga ganung effort, iniwasan ko pa din na makahalata ka. Naisip ko na bestfriend naman tayo kaya ok lang na ihatid kita sa unang pagkakataon, kaya di ka magiisip ng kung anuman kahit na ang totoo ay nagugustuhan na talaga kita.

Nagpalibre ko sayo sa 7-eleven, Para na din isipin mo na kailangan may kondisyon. Ang pride ko kasi. Kahit na sobrang halaga mo saken, ayokong mahalata mo. Ewan ko ba.

Sabi ko REDHORSE in can ang ilibre mo saken, pero Zesto yung binili mo. Pero wala lang yun. Alibi ko lang yun kasi gusto kong isipin mo na ako pa din yung adik at lasengo mong bestfriend na nakilala mo.

Hanggang sa sasakay ka na ng BUS. Nakahawak pa din ako sa balikat mo. Unti unting bumibitaw yung kamay ko sayo dahil nasa harap na natin yung BUS. Hanggang sa tuluyan ka na ngang nawala sa pagkakahawak ko.


Bumalik ako sa school. Magdodota nga pala kame. Habang naglalakad ako pabalik. Isang bagay lang ang umiikot sa utak ko nung oras na yun.. IKAW . Hanggang sa binulungan ata ako ng sarili ko. At ang sabi...


"MAHAL MO NA YAN."

AKO PAG WALA KA

6-08-2012

5:00 PM @SM Megamall

I wrote this poem on-the-spot on our monthsary with her sitting by my side. :)

Ako pag wala ka?

Para kong ballpen na walang tinta.

Parang fishpond na walang isda.

Parang tinolang walang sabaw.

Parang babaeng walang dalaw.

Parang si Spongebob pag wala si Patrick.

Parang si Ironman na gawa sa plastik.

Parang si Andres na walang itak.

Parang si Rizal na walang utak.

Parang kotseng walang gulong.

Parang bahay na walang bubong.

Parang cellphone na na-lowbat.

Parang computer na walang desktop.

Parang ibong walang pakpak.

Parang si Dora na walang backpack.

Parang Engineering student na walang "calcu".

Parang ""x" na walang value.

Parang batang nadapa.

Parang alak na walang tama.

Parang Bulls na wala si Rose.

Parang pasyenteng na-commatose.

at para kong AKO,  na wala ng PURPOSE. ♥

YVAN

HAPPY 1st MONTHSARY BABY ! 

                       

thank you for this baby!

I don't know, but I believe That some things are meant to be And that you'll make a better me . I never thought that dreams came true But you showed me that they do You know that I learn something new Everyday I love you ? cause I believe that destiny Is out of our control And you'll never live until you love With all your heart and soul.. ILOVEYOU SOMUCH :** you're the best thing i've ever had and if happy ever after did exist .i will be holding you LIKE THIS :)

thank God it's FRIDATE !! 

                                 

I love the way that you smile And maybe in just a while I can see me walk down the isle :) 

OUR FIRST DAY

you are every REASON , every HOPE and every DREAM i've ever had and no matter what happens to us in the future , everyday we were together was the GREATEST day of my LIFE :)

 

it's not based on who looks better . who gave more or who did most . its about who stayed in your ups and downs , never changed and never LEFT :) iLoveyou 8 !! :)

our first day to forever. thank you for coming into my life now baby!

TRIP TO ANTIPOLO

January 27, 2012. The very first time I conquer Rizal Province, in Antipolo. I and my friends decided to have some time away from the city. Though, it is near in Manila. Our met up is in Parklea, EDSA Shaw Blvd. by 7am. We depart from EDSA. We ride a jeep going to Antipolo Church, it took us almost 2hours going there. As we arrived at the church, we attended a mass and explore the church and the memorabilia’s of our lady of Voyage and peace. They have a museum there upstairs and taking pictures is not allowed. You will see the different perfumes that they used for the image of the saint and also the real image and the replica they use. After that, we headed to Stations of the Cross. For us to get there, we have to ride a tricycle worth 10pesos each.

our lady of good voyage and peace church

riding a tricycle going to stations of the cross

Bags, cameras and phones with camera are not allowed as you went up because the place is so sacred and all you have to do there is just reflect as you went through the Stations of the Cross. At first, we bought a candle and lit it then put it in the rack and pray. The candle is worth 5pesos each. I thought it was easy to trek because they said that all you need is to walk to reach the big cross on top. But going up takes a lot of challenge, because of some muddy and rocky parts. Every place there is the step by step Jesus undergo before he nailed at the cross, all His struggles, pains and sacrifices were all written there in every station. The place is so quiet that’s why you could really feel the sacredness of that place.

at the entrance of via dolorosa

As we reached the half part of the station, you can see there the view of Rizal and it was breath-taking. We took a picture of it immediately and quickly because there are officials who guards the place for persons who will disobey the rules there. Luckily, my friend haven’t caught. After the long trek, finally we reached the big cross and the final station. We took a rest, reflect and unwind there as we feel the cold breeze of the air.

Going down, we are really excited going to our last destination, the hinulugang taktak. We took a tricycle again and ask the driver to take us directly to hinulugang taktak. The fare is worth 30pesos each. I am so excited because I haven’t seen a falls and that place is very well-known because of the said falls. The entrance at the Hinulugang Taktak is 20pesos for students like us. First, we change clothes and have our lunch and after that, we swim. A very very cold water it is, but I enjoyed swimming there because I am with my friends.

at the entrance of hinulugang taktak

having our lunch

the falls

After the swimming, we clean up and head to the falls. I can smell the bad smell comes from the falls because of some ignorant residents and people who keeps on throwing their trash at the falls. But still, I was so fascinate of what I’ve seen. The falls is very wonderful and I’m lucky to see one of God’s best creation on earth.

ITINERARY

0700 depart from Parklea, Shaw Blvd.

0845 arrival at Our Lady of Good Voyage and Peace

0930 depart from church

0945 arrival at the Stations of the Cross, start trek

1100 depart from Stations of the Cross

1130 arrival at Hinulugang Taktak, lunch

1300 swimming time

0500 clean up

0600 head back to Manila